"The claw chooses who will stay and who will go. Look! Ooooooh The claw it moves!" I'm a cosplayer, I like other things too. Food, being one thing that comes to mind....and I doodle and read comics, and make stuff.
"aesthetic" is a very good word, important word. "i love the fifties." no you don’t the fifties kinda TOTALLY SUCKED for many human beings in America. "i love fifties aesthetic" well then, awesome. go you with your bright blocks of color and cute skirts and mini jackets and hair poufs.
if you never made a move on your crush, don’t go around calling the person they started dating “ugly, whore, slut, he can do better” etc, if you didn’t have the guts to even talk to them in the first place. with that attitude you don’t sound like a great catch either.